Forgetting to remember

19 Apr

I had a chaotic time last week. So much so that I was constipated for the whole week!

Body shuts down. Mind took over.

I started this week with clearing the digestive tract 3 times in one morning! This week is a short week with Good Friday holiday. I didn’t intend to work except to clear some emails at home and attend a few meetings mid week.

With a morning swim, a home-made lunch, I am sitting in my home office now, clearing some emails, reading some blogs and listening to Imee Ooi’s “Mantra of the Green Tara” and “Compassionate Love” in the background.

I started to think of mom. Missing her maybe?

I started to feel guilty. I have forgotten about her.

It is work that helps me mourn.

It is work that keeps me going.

It is work that makes her proud.

It is work that makes me forget about her.

Its her 100 days come May 1st.

She will always be in my heart.

Living the present moment.

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