“You raise me up” by Josh Groban. One of my favourites.
Had been listening to it mostly while driving because acoustics in the car is better. I’ve always love listening to good music in the car, with no distractions, all alone, focused.
In the past, this song always bring me tears……thinking about mom, how she raise me up. And since her passing, I’ve been avoiding playing this song.
But today, while driving home, with ‘Ang’ overseas in States, this song unknowingly gets played.
To my surprise, no tears came down, no welling up either.
Perhaps I’m over my mourning. Perhaps I’m really forgetting mom slowly. My memory of her gets more and more cloudy, more and more vague.
I think I’m really letting go of her, its so hard to do…..or I didn’t want to. But it just slipped through my fingers, just like water.
Or perhaps I’ve accepted the reality. Or perhaps I’m happy and contented with my life now. Doesn’t this sound very wrong?
Josh Groban – You Raise Me Up (Video)
